Pissed off!!

The day passed as usual, just slightly busy as month end is creeping in but still continue chatting with the gals in the msn. Hahaha… Since Jan had a leg muscle ache so she decided not to drive to work, which is a good news to both Kat and myself, this means that she’ll be taking the train with us.. Yippie!!!

When we were home, she did not want me to go n have my shower and when I wanted to close the door, she wanted to cry. My heart softened and tried to coax her to let me have my shower. When I was having dinner, Sherry was sitting on her high chair playing and also asking for food. Since she was making some noise, MIL just released her and bring her down, but she was also watching her Korean serial, so was not paying all the attention on her. I was really pissed off with her. If you really want to watch the show just left her in the chair and I’ll take care of her on my own. She also go against my idea of training Sherry to sit at the table with me when I’m having my dinner… Hai.. Angry lei..

Around 830pm, she’s already asking for her night feed, so I brought her out of the room and passed to MIL… She was still watching the TV serial and so her attention was distracted when Sherry was trying to stand up. The next moment, I heard Sherry cried out loud, I was in shock. She fell backwards, cos MIL was unable to catch hold of her in time!! All these because her eyes were glued to the TV!!!! AM D*** PISSED OFF LEI!!

After I had pacified her and brought her to the room to have her milk, she kept on coming into the room and refused to go out!! Asked me to go and do my work, she’ll accompany Sherry and put her to bed. Of course I was pissed off again. Now still want to rob my quality time with my daughter!!! D*** Angry lei… I refused to barged and just stayed in the room and still tell her nicely that Sherry will not sleep if you’re here, please go out. But inside my heart, I feel like tell her to GET OUT!!! (of course I did not lah)..

I know she’s very concerned about her grand-dotter but sometimes I just feel that she’s overboard. She is very protective over Sherry that sometimes makes me feel that she should be Sherry’s mummy instead. I know that she had gone through so much stress while am preggie but did anyone know the mental and physical torture that I went through? I just sometimes, people do not see the other side of the coin and that’s very very sad..

No matter what … I’M SHERRY’S MUMMY AND SHE’S MY DOTTER!!!! Get the thinking right!