I just wonder, at times, why are we unable to communicate. Why do we have to just that kind of hurtful tone to speak to each other? Why can’t we just talk things out? Why things have to take such a turn? I have lost my speech whenever I’m home (besides chatting with my princess) I hardly talk. Why? Cos I dun find the necessity to do so. Usually he just chats on the phone with his colleague whom he has spent so much time with. He even have been sending him home almost everyday and he is not even staying in our vancity. I know I do sound silly and sourish, even some can feel the jealousy but that’s how exactly I feel. I know it will be very stupid of me to project this cos he will never feel that there is anything wrong with it. At first I dun feel anything wrong as I do share my closest and darkest secrets with my dear (in the office) too. But we do give each other space and privacy. We, women do know when to stop, we dun just keep talking and chatting even when we are home, cos we know that spending time with our family is very important. I would suppose that he should know this but this is not happening at home. I did mentioned this causally to him and instead of getting the picture, he has been unhappy about me making such a remarks and even give me cold shoulder. So I’ve learnt my lesson, talk only necessary. But to my dismay it is also wrong, also kena say that I ignoring when mil talking to me. Sigh… why is it so difficult?
I dunno how long this will last, I really dunno…. I’m really tired….
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