Money Issue…

Hai… Insufficient = Happiness, Excess = Unhappiness…

Daddy struck lottery on Sunday although its not a lot but we were very happy that lady luck came and knock on our door..

He gave a $100 to me and instead of saving the balance, he is already thinking of going to ‘zheng’ that stupid car… he wanted to throw in $500 to put up the body kit.. Of course I jumped off my head… Over at my end, am saving every cent for rainy days and when he got the money, the first thing that come to his mind is to get the body kit!!!!!!! It really pissed me off… I told him if we had not saved enough money for another pregnancy in 2 years time then, call that off, am not going to have another child with him!!!

At time when we’re pregnant with Sherry, we were really almost running into red every month but we were pretty happy with life. But now, whenever he has anything excess, instead of saving it up, he wants to spend it on his ‘darling’… Really doesn’t make any sense at all… We are already having so much loan and all of them are already almost to the maximum, why can’t he be more sensible to save money… I’m really very tired of telling him over and over again.

Should I just let him do want he wants and be angry with him or should I just nag and nag until he gave up the idea??? Have I not given him enough freedom to do what he wants?
I really don’t know… I’m really very very tired of all these issues… very very tired…