Thursday, June 16, 2005

SUPERNATURAL THINGS????

That was our topic for the day with the kahkis… some of the encounters related by them really sent shivers down my spine..

Hearing so many stories, I decided to share my MIL’s dreams encounters of my two little boys with them… After story telling time, the gals were commenting that I should really consider to have another baby since the second one may be still waiting for me.

It really hit me and set me thinking should I really have another one??? I really dunno if I have the strength to carry out the pregnancy again. I think no one will really understand the pain and mental torture that I went through unless they had gone through the same situation!!! Is my second boy still waiting patiently for mummy to get pregnant so that he can be with his jie jie? This is really an BIG question that I kept on asking myself… At this point in time, am not sure if anyone were to ask me if I would like to have No. 2 will the answer be a definite NO!!!!

Well… guess the best way is to let nature takes its course… I think God knows what’s best.. the best timing and am sure that by that time, will be ready to make whatever decision that comes the way…

1 comment:

Mama Kat said...

if u prevent, then also no chance wat.. so let nature rite? so u must also '环保' stop using 'long' liao... hahah...